What is happening? Everyone is sad or angry. I found only a couple happy faces today. Maybe it is because we just got back from a long weekend. I don't know. It is hard to tell. I feel left out, locked out from everyone else. It is weird. I don't know how to explain it. Whatever. I can't sit around waiting for the world to change I have to go out and cahnge it myself. My friend's friend just overdosed really bad. They won't tell their parents and they don't want to get help. My friend has no clue what to do. I want to help, but I can't I feel so useless. He is in all this pain and I can't help him one bit. It is just a gaint ring of suffuring. What would drive u to do that? what is happening to the world? What is happening to me?