Kat932

Today is a snow day. Yay? I needed a day to think and do homework. I have this freshman who keeps trying to convince me to go out with him. It is odd, but flattering. He has tried everything. When I told him I would only date him if he had the voice of Freddie Mercury he pulled out his iPod and played my favorite song by him (also his favorite) through the phone. He claims to be bringing me flowers tomorrow at school. I don't know what to do with him. I have been told that he is a man whore, but that people have never seen him like this. He says that he is trying to write a poem about me, but there is no way to describe me except perfect. I h

I haven't been on here in forever. So much has changed, but that doesn't matter. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I have to spend it with the family. Not like I would be spending it with anyone else seeing my anti-Valentine's Day party plans fell through. And to make it even better it turns out that the song my ex has been playing every day before chorus is the one he wrote for me. I didn't even realize it until he started humming the words to it Friday. And to make it all better he loves to inform me about how much he loves his new girlfriend (one of my best friends) and how happy he is that I introduced them to each other. The only reason wh

What is happening? Everyone is sad or angry. I found only a couple happy faces today. Maybe it is because we just got back from a long weekend. I don't know. It is hard to tell. I feel left out, locked out from everyone else. It is weird. I don't know how to explain it. Whatever. I can't sit around waiting for the world to change I have to go out and cahnge it myself. My friend's friend just overdosed really bad. They won't tell their parents and they don't want to get help. My friend has no clue what to do. I want to help, but I can't I feel so useless. He is in all this pain and I can't help him one bit. It is just a gaint ring of suffuring